I’m not a fan of putting my personal stuff on here because it’s always felt like farming for likes but recently I’ve had to come to terms with a few things that I’ve been dealing with so I’ll say it here, in hopes this will all be a foot not of a rough patch in my life

Since 2014 I’ve been dealing with increasing struggles with suicidal thoughts and anxiety and as the years have gone by these thoughts have only gotten worse.

I don’t expect anyone to have the answers to help me or make me better but please, if I do something stupid and I’m never heard from again. Don’t mourn me there’s always someone out there who needs your care and support more than me. Please take care of yourselves and each other

I’ll continue to try and bring joy to people as best I can, there’s still so much I want to share with the site that inspired me since I was a kid, Stay Safe

-DSX